I just want a clean slate. A fresh start.
Things start and end so quickly that there’s no time to even think back to everything that has lead me to where I am right now.
Been trying to avoid social networks where I find myself having bad habits. Hopefully it opens my mind to better things. I have a choreo coming up with my brother that will have a lot of meaning behind it. Hopefully, that will help me release something in me that I can finally let go.
Looking back, I’m so thankful to have met you. You were my first real girlfriend. Just looking through old pictures brought me back so many happy memories of when I was younger; so carefree and full of life yet stupid and immature. To my surprise, we lasted more than a year together. We had no trouble loving each other and teaching each other lessons that we would carry on throughout the rest of our lives. Foolish and naive, my happiness was based off of you. I was unhealthy and love struck. Blinded to the realities of the world, I thought that having you was enough to make me happy. I guess falling so deeply in love taught me some important things about life and although we’ve gone our separate ways, I can say that I’m happy we met. When you said that I’d always have a special place in your heart; you do too. It was a good kind of love. A true love that lasted and still lasts til this day. We truly did adore one another since the day we met. However, change comes with time and things fall apart. But I can say that you are one of the few girls if not the only one that has made an impact on my life. Thank you for sharing that love with me.